假期虽然很好,不过因为都一直呆在家,让我每天在10尺范围内行尸走肉(总比上学好),一度失去了人生目标。。。。
BUT!
昨天,在一个美丽的黄昏中,我终于知道自己的任务是什么了!
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
昨天3个表弟来我家,其中一个是我个人非常欣赏的帅哥表弟,最近才知道他是“学记”,嘻嘻不好意思啦我都在忙追踪SJ的消息。。。
他们的造访目的就是没什么目的,用英语形容就是PASS BY,BUT!
“人生最精彩的就是这个BUT!”--九把刀
我那个帅哥表弟很不巧的只小我一岁,所以啊~。。。。。
我妈当然不会放过机会来一段小小的“长辈一席话”。
妈:“杰仔啊,你会不会讲英语?”
弟:“呃。。还好。。”
妈:“一定要会讲知道吗?英语很重要的!”
弟:“--”
“杰仔啊,要好好读书知道没有,FORM 5 毕业出来是不够的,那张文凭就像是小学六年级出来罢了。。”
弟:“--”
我:“--------------”
打从我哥开始面对选择未来方向及出路这类问题时,我们家也一起开始把头栽了进去。
我妈慢慢地开窍了,BUT!
在我看来,她好像觉得自己开窍的比真正已经开窍的多。因此,她开始了PART TIME升学辅导师的生涯。
我是她的第一位非自愿型顾客。
后来顾客群慢慢延伸到亲朋戚友的小孩,就像我的帅哥表弟。
虽然我知道她是一番好意,不过我总觉得听起来很不舒服。
尤其,在我们亲戚堆中的小孩,我和我哥算是成绩较好的,所以我总在想我的表哥表弟们会不会有种我妈妈在晒命的感觉。
至少我有。
如果我是我妈的的外甥女或侄女之类的,我会很讨厌华人节庆的到来,因为会很想躲开她。
从字面上来看,也许感受不深,但如果用听的,真的会很不顺耳。(她说话的语气非笔墨所能形容)
有时候,我甚至觉得,那些“要用功读书”,“要从事XXX行业比较有出路”,都是说给我听的。
这让我更加。。。。唉。。。。
虽然不知道未来的路会走的顺吗,不过非常确定的是,在决定踏上那条路时,必须先经历一场蛮大的风波。
他们的造访目的就是没什么目的,用英语形容就是PASS BY,BUT!
“人生最精彩的就是这个BUT!”--九把刀
我那个帅哥表弟很不巧的只小我一岁,所以啊~。。。。。
我妈当然不会放过机会来一段小小的“长辈一席话”。
妈:“杰仔啊,你会不会讲英语?”
弟:“呃。。还好。。”
妈:“一定要会讲知道吗?英语很重要的!”
弟:“--”
“杰仔啊,要好好读书知道没有,FORM 5 毕业出来是不够的,那张文凭就像是小学六年级出来罢了。。”
弟:“--”
我:“--------------”
打从我哥开始面对选择未来方向及出路这类问题时,我们家也一起开始把头栽了进去。
我妈慢慢地开窍了,BUT!
在我看来,她好像觉得自己开窍的比真正已经开窍的多。因此,她开始了PART TIME升学辅导师的生涯。
我是她的第一位非自愿型顾客。
后来顾客群慢慢延伸到亲朋戚友的小孩,就像我的帅哥表弟。
虽然我知道她是一番好意,不过我总觉得听起来很不舒服。
尤其,在我们亲戚堆中的小孩,我和我哥算是成绩较好的,所以我总在想我的表哥表弟们会不会有种我妈妈在晒命的感觉。
至少我有。
如果我是我妈的的外甥女或侄女之类的,我会很讨厌华人节庆的到来,因为会很想躲开她。
从字面上来看,也许感受不深,但如果用听的,真的会很不顺耳。(她说话的语气非笔墨所能形容)
有时候,我甚至觉得,那些“要用功读书”,“要从事XXX行业比较有出路”,都是说给我听的。
这让我更加。。。。唉。。。。
虽然不知道未来的路会走的顺吗,不过非常确定的是,在决定踏上那条路时,必须先经历一场蛮大的风波。
“Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both."
-Robert Frost
And sorry I could not travel both."
-Robert Frost
BUT!
这是一把高亢的声音!
请想象我是在用一种坚定的语气来打这一些文字。
“我如果下定决心,I-MEAN-IT.”
这是一把高亢的声音!
请想象我是在用一种坚定的语气来打这一些文字。
“我如果下定决心,I-MEAN-IT.”
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................mayb...a while?hehe..
HOHOHO i know i've been too lazy in updating my blog, sorry ya..
but i think my blog does not have any hardworking followers oso ba, hehe....
Btw, now i'm currently indulge in SUPER JUNIOR!!!! SO IF U R A FAN, WELCUM TO CHAT WITH ME~~
bonamana, nice one, trust me, u will like it~
HAHAHA just viewed pamela's profile, her latest blog post was dated 'march', feel relieved now..
today i have nth to post so....bye!~
but i think my blog does not have any hardworking followers oso ba, hehe....
Btw, now i'm currently indulge in SUPER JUNIOR!!!! SO IF U R A FAN, WELCUM TO CHAT WITH ME~~
bonamana, nice one, trust me, u will like it~
HAHAHA just viewed pamela's profile, her latest blog post was dated 'march', feel relieved now..
today i have nth to post so....bye!~
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